Everything great in your life comes from action
Thousands videos watched, podcasts listened, books read, nothing will lead you to the same amount of fulfillment and joy as a simple action of creating and putting out this creation.
You think that the next person will tell you how to do it, but no one knows shit, go do your own thing and take advantage of it. Of course, first attempts will not be perfect, but who said it should be easy.
Go start that blog, YouTube channel, open Upwork account whatever, please do something instead of just looking at how life passes by.